Unsent text message to Hannah

The despair I felt when I knew you would never be mine.

When I saw your story after homecoming I paused because of how beautifal you were

I have liked you for so long

I yearn for her more than I have ever yearned…

I don’t even want it anymore. It’s exhausting! I think I just want what I can’t have. I could just remember it for what it was. I have the photos hidden away and those memories are mine alone to keep.

No tears shed. Just another love and another lesson. Because you were my 1st love after him, it hurts more but at least…

Was the sweetest thing you have ever said. I wanted to say, yes please follow me. I don’t want to live my day to day without you.

We don’t even have to try to fix things I just want to talk to you again. Start over possibly.

Hey, dork ***, open your Bumble and check your likes. I'm sitting here losing my mind waiting on you.

Hey, you didn’t send me a birthday message this year, I was hoping you would, I did get a DM the day before though, but it got unsent, I wonder if that could have been you. I think you’ve finally had enough of me and my lack of just about everything. I am so sorry, for all of it. You’re a great person and you deserve…