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You probably hate me but i really did care about you I knew that you were fighting and internal battle every time I was near you so I avoided even looking at you i actively avoided you your work place and limited myself to 3 visits a week I even talked to some you worked with told tell me when you were rostered so I would not go there those days i refused to go to any of the pubs there because if you walked in you would be anxious so i avoided them all together
I knew of your visits to headspace I know why you went there too When you quit you job there i blamed myself so I started making plans to leave so you would be comfortable i figured if i disappeared you would be happier
Say what ever you want about me but you can’t deny I cared about you deeply so much I weeped from 3 months straight almost every day and right after i wanted to cut out my own heart 🫀 so call me names whatever you want but I only ever cared for you the only way I knew how As for contact when i met you i hadn’t socialised in 12 years I was and outcast just me and my dog
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