Unsent text message to Barbara

It could of been an illness that had been hidden.

Or maybe a turning point somewhere in your life, you figured, it was time to do things the simpled and laziest way. The bad way.

Gotta be honest i miss your smile and making out with you lol

I keep finding your stitch markers all over my house to this day. Every time I find one, I pick it up and pop it right into my mouth and eat it. I've probably eaten over twenty of them at this point. I think I'll start therapy soon.

I hope u get, what I’m putting down,

I’m not begging for any acknowledgement nor communication,

u do u,

I hope ur doing well…

I have been able to see right through you and your ******** this entire time. This is your last chance, there will probably not be an opportunity like this for you again. You can't be a champion if you're on the wrong team. They say it's "never too late". But in reality, it's about to be

I want to fix this. I still love you and I want nothing more than to build a life with you. Can’t we try? If you feel the same…is it not worth it?