Unsent text message to Nathan

I hate to hate you. You’re making it easy to. I wanted to end things before things became as they are, when I knew something wasn’t working. You persisted. I questioned myself. Now here we are, in a stand still because I expressed my sadness. That’s a sign. I pour love into you, me acknowledging the pain that exists…

Because when the cheater reaches the climax phase, at a certain point they can only see their partner's weaknesses and exaggerate them.

They may think, 'I should never have married them. (never loved them)'.

At that stage, the cheater can do anything to justify leaving their spouse for this new relationship with the…

and an option

and a sidechick

he treats u like a doormat because u let him

it's not rocket science…

Mmh I think [number removed] KAGILLION Whyyy r being dryyyyyy ughhhhhhh

To my life is very simple.

Honesty and accountability.

If you don't have the capacity for either

If you can't hold yourself accountable…

I saw two really cool mushrooms today. I took my dog for a quick evening walk and saw them on our way back. I took photos and I stared at them for a while remembering how around this time last year, I would send you pictures of the wild mushrooms growing by my work.

It's kind of sad seeing the seasonal reminders of…