Unsent text message to Lucas

When I open my eyes in the morning. That I no longer hear you.

A gift but also a curse.

Is it always necessary to curse me out ? Are you ever at fault ? Does every little thing you disagree with have to end up in an attempt to humiliate me ? Is this your version of love ? Stay with your husband and the emotional abuse - at least he is able to control your violent demeanor! You fear him, you respect him…

I hate to hate you. You’re making it easy to. I wanted to end things before things became as they are, when I knew something wasn’t working. You persisted. I questioned myself. Now here we are, in a stand still because I expressed my sadness. That’s a sign. I pour love into you, me acknowledging the pain that exists…

Because when the cheater reaches the climax phase, at a certain point they can only see their partner's weaknesses and exaggerate them.

They may think, 'I should never have married them. (never loved them)'.

At that stage, the cheater can do anything to justify leaving their spouse for this new relationship with the…

and an option

and a sidechick

he treats u like a doormat because u let him

it's not rocket science…