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I spend so much time hoping and praying that we could be together again, playing scenarios in my mind of how that would look and how happy we could be. I reached out to you to get the extra key to my apartment back and it scared me so much, not because you scare me but because my feeling for you and how you may not share them do. It was nice getting to talk to you again, I still don’t want to be strangers, but trying to communicate on when you will send it back hasn’t been easy. At first it seemed like you wanted to talk to me, asking how I’ve been and updates on my life… until you got all the information you wanted then finally told me what worked best for your schedule, but went radio silent when I told you what worked for mine. There was no reply for the rest of the day and still no reply now. I just don’t understand why communication with you had always had to be so hard, I wish it wasn’t. We aren’t together anymore and you don’t owe me anything, but that doesn’t make things easy for me. Maybe you were just busy, maybe you didn’t know what to say, maybe you didn’t want contact with me to end so abruptly again, or maybe you just don’t care at all. Whatever it is you had your own reason, I understand. But maybe you could just tell me and not leave me guessing for hours on end.
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