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I saw a text on here that reminded me of you... I so desparately want it to be you. Every fibre of my being still wants you but I left because you were hurting me and you don't love me, so I had to leave and get over you. But I still wake up from heartaches because my subconscious grieves so heavily.
I wonder what you think about when you think about me.. during your smoke breaks. During those quiet moments. The times when all the background noise fades and you can't help but think and feel. Do you regret those last few weeks? Do you think I went crazy? Do you miss me like I miss you?
Please... If any part of you still wants me, fight for me. Lay it all of the table, risk it for love. Just be vulnerable with me again. Let your guard down fully and just fall. Life is too short to just let this go... Don't think about the logistics and where we go from here. We'll figure it all out. Just please, I'm begging you to just give this one more shot.
If we're truly not meant to be, at least we did everything we could. At least we give it our all.
But if you don't want me anymore, break my heart into a million pieces. Set me free. Just be straight with me.
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