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I just want to know what it feels like to be genuinely, unconditionally and fiercely LOVED but unfortunately I'm too broken and still deeply in love with a man who never even wanted me and he showed me that for years. It is crazy to look back and know that I stayed with such a cruel and evil man just hoping for an ounce of change. He waited until I filed (he gave me no choice) and is now playing a completely different person with a new mask now, changing literally everything about himself......My heart is shattered.....I don't want to ever go through this again. I am grieving someone who is thriving and has moved on with his life, as if I was never even a part of it. I would rather be alone than to ever deal with this pain....ever again. I'll die never knowing how it feels to be truly loved.
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