Unsent text message to Dylan

J I miss you so much right now Years have passed and I still wonder about you every single day and surprisingly I don’t think about you the way you would expect even though I do miss being intimate with you I think back more on how you’re doing in your life I’ve been struggling J and you were the one person I ever…

knowing you you're probably reading this. just text me please.

I wish you’d reach out. I wish I didn’t think about you every single day. I am tired. I hope to walk these streets one day without remembering our hugs, our laughter, our first date. I can't even walk past the doorway where we kissed for the first time. I hate that I can’t erase those memories and walk through this…

to do list:

\-get money \-disappear with the loml \-find the loml

I just miss you. I just want to know you’re okay I want to look into your eyes and see for myself that you’re happy I adore you I long for you I can’t get you out of my head, just like you wanted. I want to feel your breath on me I want to feel your body pressed against mine I want to look in your eyes Kiss you so…

to cater to YOU

what YOU may be comfy with

what YOU want

so giving an opening is selfish now…