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J I miss you so much right now Years have passed and I still wonder about you every single day and surprisingly I don’t think about you the way you would expect even though I do miss being intimate with you I think back more on how you’re doing in your life I’ve been struggling J and you were the one person I ever felt fully understood what I went through I think it’s part of what I fell in love with all those years ago I’ve tried reaching out to other addicts but they weren’t you I miss how open and accepting we were with each other about it and even when we screwed up often with each other haha we could talk about it and it felt safe now I’m resisting the urge again hard I know I could blow up my whole life but I’m feeling like I need it and I could have talked to you about it I miss my friend and confidant \-C
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