Unsent text message to Samantha

Every post I see about crushes, or unrequited love, im secretly scanning every line to see if ur confessing ur feelings on here like I am for u.

I search and scan every line for some kind of sign. Sometimes I get so delusional, I actually think it's u, until I find 1 detail that doesn't fit. And im a little…

You acted like the most perfect, caring partner in the beginning, only to flip a switch and become the coldest, cruelest person I’ve ever known. You waited until I finally let my guard down and trusted you to break every single promise you made. Now, you’ve moved on at lightning speed. You already have a new…

when you hug me, i can feel how much you love me

you said you were coming back when you left that day, remember? that’s what i was afraid to tell you when you asked if i was okay. i was worried that would be the last time i would see you. i was worried you were going to ghost again. i knew you weren’t coming back. i knew things would go back to how they were and i…

sometimes I really do wonder how I'll look back at this as years go by.

will I sigh lovingly or disappointedly?

"oh, I was so in love"? or "oh, I was so foolish"?

maybe all of the above…

The constant effort to not think about you and all that has become so exhausting. Small moments keep popping up in my mind like intrusive thoughts and then I’m back to the beginning.

If only you understood what I was going through, if only you would just care a little about how it was for me. If only you emotionally…