Unsent text message to Destiny

Once upon a time, I'd have been so proud of you. But this pain is deeper than that pride could have ever been.

I wanted what was best for you, and you showed zero capacity for improvement ... right up until I was erased.

Congrats on the growth.

Proof that I just wasn't worth changing for…

What happened? What did I do wrong? We talked every day for over a year and now you’re ghosting me as if I were nothing to you. I’m extremely worried about you because my mind went to the worst scenario thinking there’s no way you would ever be this cruel. You’re my best friend and my person. I feel as though the…

I wish I could reach out and undo all the hurt I caused. I wished we had met under different circumstances in a world that didn't require us to alter ourselves to survive. I hate that I decided we weren't fighting for because I was afraid that it meant many disappointments. I just didn't want to keep competing when…

i wonder how you've been sleeping. probably as well as me, i bet. i have a feeling you're still checking your phone first thing in the morning. it's nice to wake up to a loving note, isn't it? this post doesn't really have a point. just wanted to let you know i really miss you. and i asked the ball of universal energy…

Happy Birthday. I miss the hell out of you. I still love you. I’m still here. Hoping. Waiting. I hope you were cherished and felt special as you deserve on the day of your birth. I wish I was there to show my appreciation for the person that you are. You deserve it all my love. Extra extra extra long hugs on your…

thanks for letting me know it was all fake. It hurt like **** figuring it all out after the break up, but makes things easier in the long run.

Thanks