Unsent text message to Nicole

Tyler **** I miss you so ******* bad why are you doing this to me pls talk to me I’m sorry I love you pretty please I’m missing you and I can’t be without you

I'm going to hurt my feelings again. I miss you. Everyday I miss you. I want you in my bed. I want you to hold me. I want to try and do **** right. But I know that's not a thing. I love you still.

i know i've asked before but. please may i speak to you? it's kindof urgent

Sometimes, in the rare moments we’re alone , I come so close to blurting out “I have feelings for you .”

Nights like these I wonder if I ever crossed your mind.

If you ever miss what we had..

If you notice the distance created between the two.

From being talkative every day to sudden answers here and there.. both short and long…

You could have sat anywhere in that room, but you chose to sit right next to me. Why? Does it mean anything? Are you having regrets? Was your love real after all? Or did you just want to wave it in my face that you're not mine anymore, and see me hurting? It's probably the second one, since I tried to call you the…