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You could have sat anywhere in that room, but you chose to sit right next to me. Why? Does it mean anything? Are you having regrets? Was your love real after all? Or did you just want to wave it in my face that you're not mine anymore, and see me hurting? It's probably the second one, since I tried to call you the other day and I'm still blocked. I kept my calm in front of you and didn't even acknowledge you, to respect your boundaries, but as soon as I got in my car, I cried the entire 30 minute drive home. As much as I wish for an apology or some sort of reconciliation, I know that'll probably never happen. Your ego is too big to ever admit you were wrong and hurt me. I guess I still love you enough for it to still hurt all these months later.
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