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Nights like these I wonder if I ever crossed your mind.
If you ever miss what we had..
If you notice the distance created between the two.
From being talkative every day to sudden answers here and there.. both short and long.
You have things going on.. i get it.
I do my best to be there for you...
All I need is communication.. let me know if youre okay.
My heart aches seeing the change happen in front of me
I wonder if you feel the same? Maybe not..
Nowadays it feels like I'm bothering you..
Like talking to me is a chore now instead of it being something you wanted to do..
Maybe your silence is telling me to go..
Opening the door for me to leave
The hint im seeing may be one I didnt want to believe..
Id still rather have honesty than silence.. Wishing you'd just communicate and talk to me instead of having me here second guessing everything I do or say.
It hurts..
Most of the time I have to intiate..
I want to feel like you want this too..
And maybe even that is telling enough..
im afraid to bring anything up because you think im looking for an argument when all I want is to be heard..
I want to message you.. but im scared..
Thoughts running in my head, "why is she messaging me?" "Why won't she take the hint?" "Leave me alone.."
And maybe the last one would be good.. because its straight forward...
Tell me what you want.. ill do it and go if thats what you want..
🎼~
"You say you can't stand to watch me
Cry a minute more
So you do the noble thing
And open up the door
If loving me means letting go
And wishing me the best
Well, then I guess
I wish, I wish, I wish you loved me less"
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