Unsent text message to Grant

I'm missing you, but what do I even miss?

Your face? Your laugh? Your personality? The ******** you pulled with that other girl that liked you? The fact that you're with her after the break up?

Everyone calls me immature for still getting ****** about this. And yeah, fine, I am. I'm not gonna deny that. I'm immature and…

I’ll start being a rational adult too.

If you even want me still either

In a romantic way

Sometimes I am sooooo sure you do 1000%

Other times I think…

With the whole in my heart. It will always be there for you but it aches a little less today. I hope you’re good. ♥️

It had been weeks but I got a glimpse of you last night .....

Thank you so very much for sharing with me...

It was exactly what I really needed and I sincerely appreciate it...

You've never looked worse.

I’ve decided to seal off the last 2 places you can reach me on Tuesday before I stream I’m blocking you on twitch and the other place too In the end I loved you I loved you enough to work at it to try to communicate better with you I wouldn’t have even tried for most people I hate I never got to watch you play that…