Unsent text message to Anthony

I can never tell. I imagine you’re in the same boat. We’re a little too similar in some ways, we walk this same path. But I don’t mind because when we come together, we get to talk about the things that everyone else thinks we’re crazy for…but you get me. You understand my memories.

I’m not gonna force anything. I’m…

Hey, hun

It's one of those nights where I struggle with falling asleep but responsibilities will somehow push me to wake up and face the day in a few hours.

The previous night's sleep wasn't great either.

I'm exhausted. My hands are shaky, my eyes sore. I can feel my heart drop on random moments but I have to push…

deep in there, there's a seed... the gardener won't plant it, for it's too precious to let grow into the beauty of what it can be... seeds can live as they are, but plants will die without care... the gardener fears losing the seed to moments of beauty-- what if he can't fully tend to what grows? but that little seed…

My Walmart gf still snooping around here?

If so, do you want more of those bowls? Ive got like 5 or 6 more to match. I bought them when they were like 4/$1 or some ****... I got way more than I need.

I want to get close to you so bad I keep trying and trying I keep fumbling and messing up why UGG how much I miss your voice is driving me insane come back please

To: C

Really though. Is it too much to ask that you tell me I’m pretty, give me a smack on the ***, and whisper in my ear that you’ll see me later?

Yes? Too much. So we choosing silence? Damn, it’s giving noatalgia for my ex.