Unsent text message to Grant

I’m done. I’m done with having hope for people that wouldn’t give me the time of day. If someone wanted to reach out they would. I have too much life to live and responsibilities to be able to just wait around and see if it’ll be noticed. From now on I’m 100% returning the energy I’m given and if you don’t like that…

I’m just so glad this served as a daily reminder how much of an idiot I truly was.

Life can be very comical at times.

We both grew up poor with drug addicted parents and the love of our grandmother that kept us going.

Your whole life you chased money. What would make you seem successful.

I chose to chase happiness, no matter what that might be…

I just wish I knew why after 2 months you reach out and we have good conversation, yet when I initiate, I get no response? It’s hurtful and honestly just confusing to me as to why come back around at all if you didn’t actually want to talk. Was it to just see if I’d still respond to you? You have to know what you’re…

for once, i have nothing to vent about. maybe this exam coming up that i haven't prepared for at all. but when it comes to you, i am so happy. i think we're at such a good place and i know things will only get better :) and you're right, physical touch is a bit difficult. any sort of intimate touch leaves me with such…

I’m sorry I called. Maybe you’ve blocked my number and didn’t even see it. I was just panicking so bad I wanted to hear your voice. I’m so sorry my love. I wish I could see you one more time.