Unsent text message to Harper

I just wish I knew why after 2 months you reach out and we have good conversation, yet when I initiate, I get no response? It’s hurtful and honestly just confusing to me as to why come back around at all if you didn’t actually want to talk. Was it to just see if I’d still respond to you? You have to know what you’re…

for once, i have nothing to vent about. maybe this exam coming up that i haven't prepared for at all. but when it comes to you, i am so happy. i think we're at such a good place and i know things will only get better :) and you're right, physical touch is a bit difficult. any sort of intimate touch leaves me with such…

I’m sorry I called. Maybe you’ve blocked my number and didn’t even see it. I was just panicking so bad I wanted to hear your voice. I’m so sorry my love. I wish I could see you one more time.

The fact he’s never reached out to me, even after I called his wife a floozy, shows how much of a coward he is. No wonder your brother beat up his girlfriend. He wasn’t raised by a man. Just a bald headed boy whose brain was so rotten, it’s going to end him before he’s 53. Your whole family is forsaken by God.

We have shared hundreds of smiles, from cheek to cheek. We have shared more smiles than words.

The smiles were enough. But, after the smile you gave me today, I want so much more.

I know you are taken

As hard as it will be I will force myself not to be the one that reaches out today. I’m not texting you. Certainly not first. I’m not coming down to visit. I want to see you but every effort I make seems to lessen your interest. As ****** as that is I’ll continue to play along. Today though you have to reach out…