Unsent text message to Owen

Im looking at are old messages and im sorry if i come out wrong im always ranting about random stuff and i just dont want to rush you into anything and i have always loved you i just hear the music you send and i just felt like it would’ve been better if i told you later but i wanted to tell you the whole time the…

How ironic it is that in the dying days of our relationship i picked up the habit of running(long distance running). The only thing i'd share with you is how much i ran. I had no much more to share except that.

Since our breakup i never ran again.

I didnt want things to be awkward K for the others. Unfortunately your choices make it so we can never have anything. Truly do not understand what i did to deserve such treatment from you. I would like to say your just another P.O.S but your kinda worse than that. Your just a horrible person. I hope you realize this…

Before you go, come see me. Act on impulse, call me for curiosities sake.

Risk it all & push reason aside with me. Stop thinking about it, reasonable thinking has gotten us where we are now. So why not be unreasonable for a minute?

It's your call to make now, but trust me when I say, whatever your willing to lose I'll…

I gave you my truth,

then waited in silence.

Hoping for words,

but met with absence…

When i saw how much weight you had lost over the past year it honestly shocked me. You have always been small but jesus. I know u just want to say u hate me and all the other usual stuff but I'm honestly just concerned about you. I told u that you're special to me, i sure didn't tell anyone else that. Its because u…