Unsent text message to Daniel

How ironic it is that in the dying days of our relationship i picked up the habit of running(long distance running). The only thing i'd share with you is how much i ran. I had no much more to share except that.

Since our breakup i never ran again.

I didnt want things to be awkward K for the others. Unfortunately your choices make it so we can never have anything. Truly do not understand what i did to deserve such treatment from you. I would like to say your just another P.O.S but your kinda worse than that. Your just a horrible person. I hope you realize this…

Before you go, come see me. Act on impulse, call me for curiosities sake.

Risk it all & push reason aside with me. Stop thinking about it, reasonable thinking has gotten us where we are now. So why not be unreasonable for a minute?

It's your call to make now, but trust me when I say, whatever your willing to lose I'll…

I gave you my truth,

then waited in silence.

Hoping for words,

but met with absence…

When i saw how much weight you had lost over the past year it honestly shocked me. You have always been small but jesus. I know u just want to say u hate me and all the other usual stuff but I'm honestly just concerned about you. I told u that you're special to me, i sure didn't tell anyone else that. Its because u…

I have this distinct feeling that this new life of yours isn’t going as amazing as you thought it would. Or maybe it’s my hopes. I’m not sure yet, but what I do know, I hope it fails miserably and you continue to learn that you’re the reason people leave you.