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I still don’t know if you’ll ever see this. If you still check. I just hope you’re safe. I know in how much pain you are. Pain, I’ve caused you. All those months, hell, a year of suffering, because of my cowardice and selfishness. I really hope you’re reaching out to someone. I know I can’t be that person any more, but I care for you so much. I still love you in every crack of my no good heart. I wish you had left your spotify activity on just so I know that you’re alive and keeping your promise.
I lie awake at night, going through everything that happened, wishing I had some sense, that I could get over myself and bare my soul to you. Tell you what was going on in my head. You were always so much better than me at everything.
Please be ok. I hope I can fade. I love you.
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