Unsent text message to Thomas

I want to send a letter And tell you what I see I like sunsets and I want to show you something from my eyes…. Can I add a little drawing too

It’s been like 5 months and I still think about you. It comes in waves. I adored you so incredibly much. Talking to you made my day, your sweet good morning texts. I’m not sure where things went wrong. You stopped showing interest, you would go a weekend without even checking in and you were the one who initiated…

I miss u I turly do and I wish we can talk again and etc but that's just me missing the attention and love that we had, only if I could've not been jealous only if u could've helped me and not broken a promise we made, and I hate u for that I really do I hate u sm much as I hate ur bf but again it was my fualt for…

People tell me it’s okay to leave a relationship that you don’t want. Of course it is. Why would it not be? But you know what’s not okay? Lying. Hiding your fears. Not communicating. THAT is something you owed me. I didn’t deserve to be lied to for weeks and then blindsided. You don’t get to say ‘i can’t do long…

I love you but i cant do this anymore. You have sucked up every ounce of feeling I had left in me after countless traumas and pains in my past. I really gave you everything more than I have given anyone before. And its a shame because you didnt even want it.

I will be dying inside for years because I love you and you…

I crave to hear your voice i miss you sm and I know im being a knucklehead and Im going to give your space I guess I just miss when we talk i could go rambling to you all nightt but im going to use this time apart to really focus on myself and try to become someone you deserve I can’t wait to see you I’ve been…