Unsent text message to Paige

I want to hear your voice again and hear how you’re doing. I have so many questions waiting to be answered by you it feels like. Every time something happens i’m reaching out to you so I can tell you and I’m snapped back to the reality that I lost that with you. I’m wondering what you’re up to when I make plans and go…

I‘m sorry i love you so much and im really sorry i wish i didn‘t lie about something so dumb. I thought you wouldnt care and i thought its really not important but im so sorry I apologize. I know us being together and talking will end soon i can feel it in how you talk with me and how you treat me. But im really sorry…

when my daughter looked up at you and asked, "are you my daddy?" and i got real scared until i realized you had a blue shirt on & then you called me by name and i just looked at you with the most intense confusion. we were right down the street from where they were conceived.

i just have one question:

WHAT THE ****?

I read something today and it hit me pretty hard

Controlling yourself from reaching out to someone you deeply want to talk to is a different type of pain. It takes so much strength to stay distant when every part of you is screaming to break the silence. But what hurts even more is realising that they are doing just…

Its a you problem. I chose to end it because your take advantage of women and pretend to have feelings and emotions but its fake. I don't want anything to do with you that's why you're blocked. You chose to abuse have multiple women that is on you. Im living a great life. Thank God your f gone. Men don't do what you…

Godd it’s so hard to move on from you when so much **** reminds me of you. My job, your sister still talks to my niece, your mom looked me up. My music taste was always so similar to yours. I went to see Malcolm Todd today and all I could think about was you. I don’t even know what steps to take anymore to leave you…