Unsent text message to Allison

Hey Friend, I’m trying to figure out this friendship thing, and honestly, I’m not sure I’m doing it right. Is it okay for a friend to appreciate your smile? To feel that little tingle when you smile at her? To have something as simple as your smile brighten her entire day without you even realising you’ve done it? Is…

so please leave me alone. Stop walking to the station with us, stop getting the same train as us there’s one every 10 minutes, stop appearing in the kitchen as soon as I’m in there, stop cornering me and forcing me to make conversation, stop using the toilets furthest from your office so you have to walk past mine…

You wanted to use me for my body and told me all the sweet things just to ghost the second you figured I wasn’t going to be submissive to you or give you what you want. Yuck. Dodged a massive bullet.

Wow two months goes by so fast. Its been a good two months too. Two months ago i went to work and never returned to our apartment. You said " i love you" for the laat time. I said it back out of habit. But in the two days prior to that while you gave me tne silent treatment and i begged you to just f****** talk to me…

I would rather adjust my life to your absence, than adjust my boundaries to your disrespect.

I never denied you thinking you know what you saw but when i gave you the full honesty which was something i never told anyone and i could get the proof but you just won’t believe me. You say you want to SO THEN JUST DO IT. I put everything you did to me to the side which doesn’t even compare slightly to this, so why…