Unsent text message to Jared

I over think and think a lot about random things that I don’t think ever even cross your mind but if ever this did.

We had a chat today about things that aren’t things that might very possibly be things one day and I conveyed there was never an expectation of things that you shouldn’t do. You should. I thought about…

I spent the night revising my goodbye letters. Don’t worry… you won’t get one. You will continue to live your unaffected life peacefully.

I hope you delete your account that way the hope I have dies with it.

This morning, I was in such a rush. I didn't check your online status until now.

I saw a post of someone not taking the breakup well, a few weeks back and I related. Seeing it from the point of view of the other person, how uncomfortable and unsafe they felt. I wish how I handled things wouldn't leave a sour taste, and…

And just fast forward to the part where we **** and then go are separate ways its less painful in the long run i promise you that

I wish I had the resources to simply disappear overnight. Go somewhere where I am unknown, I can live in peace & happiness on my own terms. To not be able to be found by anyone toxic, negative, or disrespectful of boundaries. In short, out of your reach forever!