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But…I am scared genuinely. This can ultimately hurt me. Sadly, I am not as optimistic anymore and many of my confidence are gone.
The fun part? I saw them admitting and they didn’t take the chance on telling me truthfully. As I slowly recall our discussion…I get sick by realizing the truth and their nature. I AM A ******* *******!!!
I am really at my lowest capacity….this isn’t good….
I don’t have the energy to care, defend, or protect myself. Just do it already…so I can learn to never trust people who really are in trouble and need the help and care…
…I know I am the biggest loser and I need to learn to move on….*sigh* it isn’t sustainable.
Please help….no one has hurt so much and to their core hated me with their might.
I cannot stop crying…..
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