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This morning, I was in such a rush. I didn't check your online status until now.
I saw a post of someone not taking the breakup well, a few weeks back and I related. Seeing it from the point of view of the other person, how uncomfortable and unsafe they felt. I wish how I handled things wouldn't leave a sour taste, and we would have just ended it with that hug goodbye.
It's not because what I said wasn't true or I want to take the words back. I wish the best for you, and I was hurt, and I wanted us to reconcile. But our last phone conversation showed me how you saw me. Maybe you always saw me that way.
One day I won't check at all, and that's OK.
Atleast I haven't bothered you for 45 days now.
Hope you're doing well.
I'm doing OK. One day, maybe I'll check out of the blue instead of daily. One day I won't realize that was the last day I checked on you. I know you'll be good, and that's all that matters.
I'll keep writing here time to time whenever I think of you.
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