Unsent text message to James

Shoulda, woulda and coulda are really messing with me.

nothing I did was ever good enough 😔

The older I get, the more I realize that someone making time for you is one of the clearest signs they care. Everyone is busy. Everyone has responsibilities and their own battles to fight. So when someone consistently chooses to spend their time with you, checks on you, and makes space for you in their life, it means…

I would like to see you

And make sweet

hot

Sweaty…

From now on, I dont need to impress anyone but myself. **** yall.

Do I ever cross your mind? Do you ever miss me like I miss you? Does it even matter? I was rejected by you so many times that I lost count.