Unsent text message to Grant

Have you had a moment forced the whole heart to grow or retract? Or just shrink. Does the heart shrink?

I’ve said some really horrible things to people I cared about. Not because I hated them. Not because I actually meant every word. I said them because I was angry. And somehow that makes it worse. Because they were just words to me in that moment, but they might have become memories for someone else. Maybe someone went…

I only still talk to you to try to prevent your inevitable downward spiral to the pits of hell...for our kids..I was in love with the thought. The good times. Our family.

I know you are a horrible person. The lies. Me taking a DNA test to confirm my 5 year old is mine. The "I will **** myself if you dont" BS. Forcing…

But I rly rly rly need my pendrive back

PLEASE .

You've officially been out of my life longer than you were in it. I swore I was gonna marry you, I dreamt of you since I was a little kid. The day i met you wearing your red shirt and cargo pants, those cute bangs of yours. Now you'll forever just be a memory, the love of my life. I love you HKG

I tire of this. Just don't come near me and I won't come near you from now on, no *** for tat whatever. I'm not interested and you're not interested. Let's just leave it at that. Doubt we see each other much anymore anyway.

Just keep a mild distance between me when I'm talking with others, so I don't have a bad time…