Unsent text message to Susan

I’m sorry for the posts here but I just needed to see something, anything. Whether it’s coincidence, the universe’s will, or that you did actually see them - I’m sorry for the means but thank you for giving me an indication you are alright. Thank you, I love you.

A moons shadow falled between us two. Maybe i should go camping today?

I miss you.

And I think what makes this so ******* hard is that I don’t just miss whatever happened between us romantically. I miss being your friend. I miss talking to you. I miss hearing your random thoughts and your weird stories and your gaming adventures. I miss your sense of humor. I miss your voice and your…

You chose what may be a temporary thrill over a person who was your willing guarantee. I'm good enough. I was always good enough I was always willing to change. You carried a lot and I am thankful for our time. But again you made your choice and made a split in our family. It takes two to end a relationship but only…

reality is we never forgot anything that happened in our lives there is no such thing as escaping from whatever that had happened we just learned to accept and live with it because thats the only way we can survive and acceptance takes time

“I miss you. I wish things were different. I don’t know what to do with all this love now.”