Unsent text message to Kayla

One of the things mentioned in your bio is that you like women who know what they want. Well what if I want another man? I know exactly who. But he’s terible for me. Euphoric and poisonous. Like all the best things that I’ll never do again

You are in my heart

You shall be in there forever

My greatest wish is that you are happy when you think of me

I am when I think of you .

When i want to just sit down and dwell in sadness i've been working on still completing my tasks for the day. BOW hacked my account for months. How crazy do you have to be to claim you are on top of the world abd still make time to illeagally go throug someones accoubts and making then miserable and soy your moving on…

I’m sorry for the posts here but I just needed to see something, anything. Whether it’s coincidence, the universe’s will, or that you did actually see them - I’m sorry for the means but thank you for giving me an indication you are alright. Thank you, I love you.

A moons shadow falled between us two. Maybe i should go camping today?

I miss you.

And I think what makes this so ******* hard is that I don’t just miss whatever happened between us romantically. I miss being your friend. I miss talking to you. I miss hearing your random thoughts and your weird stories and your gaming adventures. I miss your sense of humor. I miss your voice and your…