Unsent text message to Leah

i would have loved you, no ego. i would go back in time for an hour just to get to know you more. ill keep silent about this from now on. ive been afraid of leaving the warmth from our memories but goodbye now. take care. be happy, and dont come back.

I lay awake until my eyes are so heavy I have to sleep, because the minute they close they are filled with dreams of you. That hurts me more than any nightmare I have ever had.

I am haunted by you, a person I could have chosen to fight for but decided to walk a way as I thought that was the best thing for us both.

The wo…

Damn, I got issues. The idea of leaving this place is seeming more doable by the day

…just as I entrust mine to their care.

Im going through the worst phase of my life. And I thought we were close friends, you used to open up to me for emotional support, to which I reciprocated to the best of my power. But right now I feel alone, you don’t check up on me, even when you noticed how dull I look these days, you said that yourself. I tried to…

They would reach out the instant they knew I was hurt to make amends. They would seek to soothe my pain and we would grow closer from the mending.