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how??? how? i don’t get it. how is it not bothering you the way its bothering me. we haven’t had a proper conversation in 5 days. i’ve been crying myself to sleep because you can’t make an effort to talk to me besides hi how are you. really? is that what we’ve come down to. you went 24 hours without texting me. there was a time when you couldn’t go without texting me even for 3 hours. it doesn’t matter where you were. now all of a sudden you’re so busy. busy with who knows what. i feel like i don’t know anything about your life anymore. i feel so desperate sitting here waiting like an idiot for your reply all for it to be a dry *** text and telling me that you’re sleepy. just sleep then don’t even bother texting me. hurt me even more at this point. i wish i didn’t get attached to you i wish i didn’t let my walls down. you tried so hard to convince me you were different and i actually fell for it. now i feel like a chore to you. like texting me is a once a day routine of feeding the trashcan. i feel disposable. please don’t let there be someone else. i’m actually sobbing so much i wish i didn’t care. i’m so done with everything. you’re sleeping like a baby while i’m sobbing over you and you don’t even know it. why does it have to be these stupid games where either you pull away or i do. i just want to love you and have you love me the way you did without me having to ask you.
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