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All this time later and it's not the fact that you left that hurts me, it's the last sentence you said to me just before you walked out of my life for good. Honestly it's all because I don't understand why you'd say it in that last moment we shared together, our final hug just before you left. I just don't know and it confuses me. If my arms still felt safe then why did you run from me like I was a monster? What did I do to make you love me less that you chose to leave? Why was "finding myself and seeing if you could survive on your own" so important? All these questions I still have stem from that last sentence. It haunts me in my dreams and it still breaks my heart.
But I'll never get the answer to those questions, because you've moved on already. You found your new person who you claim has only "green flags" and no "red flags". I hope thats is true, I hope he loves you as much as I do, and I hope above all else that you are happy.
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