Unsent text message to Samantha

I don’t know what did it… But you came back. You saw me today. I don’t know when… Or how… But you saw me. You heard me when I asked you to please bring my “husband” home. You did. Right into the kitchen. Arms around me. First kiss in so long. Please stay. And I will too. I needed that. I missed you.

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love…

I hope someday I’ll get it right because right now everything I touch falls apart and all my fault. I’m sorry to those who stood by me only to see me fail again and again.

I’m excited to finally put my house together this weekend.

3 months later 😐

Why did u say "i know u went through (her) phone?"" I never went through your phone in 2 years. Why would i go through her phone? You know I'm not that guy and i don't need to go through anyone's phone to know something is up.I kmow u contacted her anyways. I know what u told her too. You kmow me all too well. You…

It would have been nice to still have a best friend , it’s my late moms birthday and could have used someone caring enough to distract me or at the very least ask how I am