Unsent text message to Dylan

I’m excited to finally put my house together this weekend.

3 months later 😐

Why did u say "i know u went through (her) phone?"" I never went through your phone in 2 years. Why would i go through her phone? You know I'm not that guy and i don't need to go through anyone's phone to know something is up.I kmow u contacted her anyways. I know what u told her too. You kmow me all too well. You…

It would have been nice to still have a best friend , it’s my late moms birthday and could have used someone caring enough to distract me or at the very least ask how I am

5 ******* years, 5 liters of tears, all wasted. You were supposed to support me. You knew moving across the country would be challenging. Instead you ran home every other week. Instead you quit as soon as it got hard. We were supposed to be taking this on together instead I get silence. ******* pathetic. I’m so torn…

Tbh i hate taking selfies for you. And you’ll never sleep on my couch, let alone in my bed. Idk why I’m even entertaining you. Yeah I do. Sheer boredom. Searing loneliness. I genuinely just wanted a cigarette

to see you to feel you and to hear you again