Unsent text message to Stephanie

I care about you. More than just a friend. I feel silly even writing it out. We’re supposed to just be friends. All I want is friendship.

All I wanted.. was friendship. (Is what I keep telling myself)

Even when I’m with you I just feel complete loyalty and comraderie. There’s no lust, no insane passion or tension. It’s…

Loud and clear, you unfriending me with no words or anything was the closure I guess. Good luck, I hope you find happiness in my absence

With love

Did I **** that up? Probably. Do I care? A little. Will I do anything about it? Absolutely not. I will simply hang my head in shame and pray that some day soon I will learn to stop embarrassing myself.

xoxo

I never thought the person who once knew my heart so well would become the person who made me feel like I meant nothing

I don’t ******* deserve any of this. I know our situation was difficult, and even until the very end, I tried to understand you. I accepted the things you believed were best for you, even when doing so felt like it was ******* me and ripping my chest open over and over again. I kept trying to understand your…

There is not much time left it is coming to the end. I wanted us, you made it clear and continue to show me you don’t. So even though I never wanted to you have shown me for years now, that I am and we are nothing to you. I won’t hate you so you can hate me all you want. No one would have done what I did for you out…