Unsent text message to Sean

There is not much time left it is coming to the end. I wanted us, you made it clear and continue to show me you don’t. So even though I never wanted to you have shown me for years now, that I am and we are nothing to you. I won’t hate you so you can hate me all you want. No one would have done what I did for you out…

Take a little trip to see me do I can sit on your face?

I should be furious that you discarded me. And I am. But I just wish we could talk. So much has happened. You're quite literally my only friend. Although I would never tell you that, you'd just say it was me being manipulative. But it's true... all I do is talk to my dog and try to keep all my hurt to myself.

I miss…

She gave me a ride to work on her e scooter. And at one point she was like "you need to scoot up" like to get closer to her so I did. And then I bought us both a triple shot of espresso. And we talked for a bit. I know we are just friends, but them hips bruh. Omg. **** was cool. Shes cool af. Made my day, I was just…

We were together for 6 years and I begged you so much to do better till eventually I had to leave for my own mental health and 6 months later you already have a gf? Are you okay?? She looks exactly like and what you’ve told me, the same things as me as well. We have two children together. You couldn’t have done better…

I said that was the last post I would make for you, but I can't get over this. So, you ditched me, someone who offered you something real, safety and stability for someone who already has a partner. Not just A someone, but multiple someone at that. I won't ask why, I guess this is the type of person you are and I'll…