Brittany
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You could say I miss who I thought you could be. The version of you in the beginning, when you were still pretending. But I don’t miss who you really turned out to be. I don’t miss the constant negging, the fighting, the gaslighting, the stress and confusion you put on me. I don’t miss walking on eggshells or the lump that would form in my throat when your name would pop up on my phone. I wanted to be excited to talk to you but instead, I’d brace myself for whatever chaos was about to ensue. I don’t miss waking up and dreading the day ahead bc I didn’t know what type of mood you’d be in.
I may be angry and sad about everything that happened, but I can assure you that I’m still better off without you.
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