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I never wanted to say goodbye. I never wanted for you to say goodbye. But it’s done now and I can’t stop crying.
There was nothing else to be done or said. You are not the type of person I thought you were, you are mean, superficial and extremely selfish. You refuse to see someone else’s point of view and you believe yourself to be so healthy when you’re not. You say you want a peaceful life but you really just want a life that is lifeless and sterile.
You say you care but you only care as long as it doesn’t inconvenient you in anyway. You think you know what’s best for your future children but you only want what’s best for you. Good luck with that peaceful life with children around btw.
I hope no one chooses you, I hope you end up alone while your friends move on. If you end up with someone I hope they drive you insane with their dull personality that you seem to want. I want you to know what it feels like to be me right now, I want you to hurt like I am now. Then I want you to feel the regret of 100 lifetimes.
I hate you so much and I love you so much now and I just want to scream but I spilled my coffee everywhere and I’m so tired I can’t clean it up right and I just need a hug but you don’t want me and you could let it go so easily. Yet I still love you and you almost loved me until you overreacted to everything, intellectualised your emotions then decided I was not the right fit because relationships must be perfect and easy according to you.
You forgot who I am because you let yourself get carried away with the teachings of fake experts and misunderstood the actual experts.
I hate you so much right now but I still love you no matter what but it’s over and you don’t even care.
I’m done with romance because I can’t have it with you.
I love you 💔
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