Unsent text message to Haley

I pretended that I couldn’t see You slipping away and looking at me differently

See it’s not that I’m mentally inept as you probably think. I just hoped in the end you’d pick me. As pathetic as that is, it’s different with a kid and though I’d seen that the fairytale may no longer be, he still had stars in his eyes…

Seems like a lot of fighting tonight...

I don't know what to think. I just know that I care about you. Ngl you still confuse me. You won't text me or call. I'm left with no answers, just assumptions. Its maddening. All I can do is be your sunshine. Somehow I feel like that is what you need most. 🌻 🌻

You know what, I hate not talking to you.

That’s no reason to put you down though, I didn’t get a total Ick, but I felt my feelings got hurt, but I can deal with that. It’s my own fault. You’re just living your life, I’m the only reason I have these feelings of admiration for you Darin. You deserve the best, because you’re a good man, with a lot on your…

I should’ve took at face value the first time you said you didn’t love me anymore, the first time you said you hated having me around, and I should’ve believed it when you called me all those names. thanks for teaching me to value myself over a man. I wish you the best baby. bye bye ❤️‍🩹