Unsent text message to William

I should’ve took at face value the first time you said you didn’t love me anymore, the first time you said you hated having me around, and I should’ve believed it when you called me all those names. thanks for teaching me to value myself over a man. I wish you the best baby. bye bye ❤️‍🩹

one moment im sad and next im angry, idk anymore, i think about you all day everyday..

Let’s grab a coffee. Meet in the middle? Maybe London since your sister and some of our friends are there.

I just want to catch up with my friend. You and I are complicated, but we were friends first. I miss our easy conversations and more importantly I miss my friend

It was only the mystery of how the person felt that interested you? Does she actually like me? Did I misread something? However, there was nothing more to them. What you see on the surface is what you get.

Once you realize everything was a manipulation, it's like a light switch. It wasn't even a particularly smart one…

We have gone totally different paths a d have grown so far apart. At this point I'm only ******* ****** by holding on... I need to let you go. Im no longer where you belong

You know what, I finally give up. Looking back, I was anxious the entire time. I was angry for the last half of it. I ended up not listening to myself, but for some reason believing in you.

It didn't matter though, because I cared...

In the end, I got burned; I am not without blame.

I never needed you. I never wanted to…