Unsent text message to Isabella

one moment im sad and next im angry, idk anymore, i think about you all day everyday..

Let’s grab a coffee. Meet in the middle? Maybe London since your sister and some of our friends are there.

I just want to catch up with my friend. You and I are complicated, but we were friends first. I miss our easy conversations and more importantly I miss my friend

It was only the mystery of how the person felt that interested you? Does she actually like me? Did I misread something? However, there was nothing more to them. What you see on the surface is what you get.

Once you realize everything was a manipulation, it's like a light switch. It wasn't even a particularly smart one…

We have gone totally different paths a d have grown so far apart. At this point I'm only ******* ****** by holding on... I need to let you go. Im no longer where you belong

You know what, I finally give up. Looking back, I was anxious the entire time. I was angry for the last half of it. I ended up not listening to myself, but for some reason believing in you.

It didn't matter though, because I cared...

In the end, I got burned; I am not without blame.

I never needed you. I never wanted to…

There's a rare kind of love you stumble into only once in a lifetime...

Someone who feels like home in a world that's constantly shifting. You can talk for hours and never run out of words, or sit in silence and still feel understood. They see your soul, the messy, beautiful, unfiltered parts, and love you even more…