Unsent text message to Connor

actually, I want the drama :) and smoke

do your worst! you’ve already made my life hell

and I’m bored of the threats

you won’t do a thing at all, coward…

It's a boring conclusion and I would prefer the fonder memories... even bad ones over a silent goodbye. But life is life, I hope everyone's living it good

I hate that I’m attracted to you. Only because I’m embarrassed because I know you’re not attracted to me. You like my personality. You like my ‘big, beautiful brain’. I know you don’t like the fact that past me couldn’t put the ******* fork down. Past me is finally ******* healed. I hope to god it’s not too late, when…

Think of this. Your person all this time decades or less was never your person. As soon as you established boundaries and wouldn't except bad behavior your version of thr person you loved ceased to exsist. Your person doesn't have you fight for a seat at a table that you have sat at.....

A person that loves you doesn't…

Crawled into my bed and cuddled with me saturday night

I just need you to be a little more understanding and maybe a little less of the no compromises nonsense. I get it, u want me to know i can't control u i guess. I was never trying to. Nor would i want to. I just wanted to make u happy. Even after all this bs thats all i wanted. I never doubted that u loved me. I know…