Unsent text message to Grace

I hate that I’m attracted to you. Only because I’m embarrassed because I know you’re not attracted to me. You like my personality. You like my ‘big, beautiful brain’. I know you don’t like the fact that past me couldn’t put the ******* fork down. Past me is finally ******* healed. I hope to god it’s not too late, when…

Think of this. Your person all this time decades or less was never your person. As soon as you established boundaries and wouldn't except bad behavior your version of thr person you loved ceased to exsist. Your person doesn't have you fight for a seat at a table that you have sat at.....

A person that loves you doesn't…

Crawled into my bed and cuddled with me saturday night

I just need you to be a little more understanding and maybe a little less of the no compromises nonsense. I get it, u want me to know i can't control u i guess. I was never trying to. Nor would i want to. I just wanted to make u happy. Even after all this bs thats all i wanted. I never doubted that u loved me. I know…

That the first couple nights i played sleep token all night to help soothe me to bed or that I've cried so hard that eyes grew puffy. Did you know i still have the pictures of you and regret that in my anger, i deleted all the ones i had of me so you could never see my face. Did you know that i did it to my voice…

what you look like

All I remember is a small creature of love and pain

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