Unsent text message to Mackenzie

Think of this. Your person all this time decades or less was never your person. As soon as you established boundaries and wouldn't except bad behavior your version of thr person you loved ceased to exsist. Your person doesn't have you fight for a seat at a table that you have sat at.....

A person that loves you doesn't…

Crawled into my bed and cuddled with me saturday night

I just need you to be a little more understanding and maybe a little less of the no compromises nonsense. I get it, u want me to know i can't control u i guess. I was never trying to. Nor would i want to. I just wanted to make u happy. Even after all this bs thats all i wanted. I never doubted that u loved me. I know…

That the first couple nights i played sleep token all night to help soothe me to bed or that I've cried so hard that eyes grew puffy. Did you know i still have the pictures of you and regret that in my anger, i deleted all the ones i had of me so you could never see my face. Did you know that i did it to my voice…

what you look like

All I remember is a small creature of love and pain

😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔

We started off as friends, and you came into my life when my heart was hurting. You gave me the space and time I needed to heal, never rushing me or expecting anything. I wasn’t looking for anything, but over time, I found myself slowly falling for you… and honestly, I’m nervous to say this, but I love you.