Unsent text message to Heather

Good bye for now.

Every time we get to a disagreement, we always say "good bye for now" or "this is done for now" or "this is the way it has to be right now" never "for good" as if we both hope there is a time in the future it will just be good and we wont have to say bye ever again.

It has to be this way, for now, but…

You unblocked me on Facebook for some mysterious reason. You ghosted me. So if someone needs to reach out to the other one, it's you and not me. 🤷

See you whenever i get released

Be honest, are you scared that I'll see you in a different light if you open up to me? News flash, I'll never let my judgement of you get clouded. You're genuinely a good person and I value us... even though it may not seem like it some days. You can let your guard down. What happens between us, stays between us.

Yesterday you told me you don’t know if we can continue doing what we’re doing almost as if you’re scared to lose me entirely. And I think maybe when I said if I did find someone I would end this thing between us. And that I’d tell you and have a conversation with you and not just leave. But I didn’t elaborate…you’ve…

Can you be the one to show up this time? The one to make the journey and put everything on the line. Would you do what I already have before? I miss your presence in my life. But I also know you wouldn’t do it. I don’t know. I just want to hear it come from you. I’ve asked you questions that you’ve never given me…