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Not a day goes by where I don’t think about you. Every hour that passes I’ve thought about you over and over again. My life still feels vacant without you here. I’m kind of scared, I feel myself slowly losing comfort in the things I used to enjoy. Some days just feel pointless overall. Every now and then I still quietly sob myself to sleep. I’ve never dealt with a loss like this before, it almost feels as if you passed away. Im getting promoted again soon, when i got the news i damn near texted you to tell you how excited I was. For that small instant I was excited for our future together, but I immediately remembered how it completely vanished. I’ll never see you standing at the end the aisle, carry your children, cook you dinner again, hear your laughter, hold your hand again. I eat my food alone now, remember how you always gave me the egg in your ramen in return for my bean sprouts. I hate bean sprouts; but I keep ordering them. I just miss you so much.
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