Unsent text message to Abigail

I have been thinking about this for a while now. On paper me and you made a lot of sense. At work we were inseparable. Joined at the hip u said. Once u started finding out my secrets though i became less appealing i guess. I let too much slide at the start, because u made feel guilty for not abandoning her. Why didn't…

i was there for you every step of the f****** way. i helped you, I was there, I f****** loved you and all you could do was cheat. f*** you.

you had the f****** nerve to phone me the day he split up with you and try and help you guys get back together. I was stupid enough to entertain you. f*** you.

I'm not okay, im…

Will you be attending friendsgiving this year?

I want to forgive you, I really do. I'd love nothing more than for things to go back to the way they were, but that can never happen.

You said some truly awful things to me, and I still can't get them out of my head a year later. What did I do to have you speak to me that way? Try and support you?

You're a mean drunk…

My favorite letter is z Z will always be the best to me No matter where you go no matter what you do I will always be in love with you

And even if you were id be the last person you'd consider but I find peace with you. I dont have to be a person, I can just exist. When I'm with you im not worried about how I look or how I sound. When I'm with you I can be the gross silly little sleepy goblin I am. That's pretty rare for me but then again so are you.